I was thinking to myself that I should just cancel my xanga account and start a new one where I didn't give any personal information. To me it would be an opportunity to reflect and express without accountability. My train of thought then followed to ask myself why a journal is not sufficient enough. There is this interesting mixed feelings about the visibility of your life. There are many times where I want to explain things very matter of fact, rather than sugar coat it for my loved ones or even strangers. THe more interesting thing is why we as humans have a desire to reflect and express in the open public. It could be us being egocentric. It could be a psychological need to relate to another human being, or rather to feel as if we are understood.
But can we ever truly understand?
Situations and Scenarios are rarely ever Identical
I pretty much hate the phrase "I know exactly what you are going through"
Please never say it to me
I'll never say it to you
I'll just be the friend who is with you all night just to be there
cause I don't know what else to do

i am going to University of Cincinnati
and i am really excited about it

one thing i ask
one think i pray

no christmas music
before thanksgiving day

sincerely,
suzie